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Update on the company

2011-12-02T08:30:00.002+08:00

Don't think anyone is reading this now, thats why precisely I am back here writing. :)

From the setup of the company till now , it has not been an easy road.
I managed to scrape abit her and there.. earn abit abit..

First day of my trade 11 march .
This is the day the tsunami came in japan ... the NK market collapse ..
Effectively lost 1/3 of my possible earnings that first day.
Ended up i worked 3 months for my basic pay only until the 2nd quarter..

2nd quarter that i started...
I had a basic pay pay rise. from 1k to 1.5k
Tot that this round would be a better round for me... yes, it was, but not as much better..
S&P downgrade, causing market to panic and wow, lost 1/4 of my possible profit that few days..
ended up , eating grass again...

Now , i am at my 3rd quarter .
the first thing i've gotten... is... that my Arbitraging strategy is no longer earning money . Thus , i had to look for alternatives.

I went to do options, and finally managed to earn abit the first 2 months.. hopefully i can last the 3rd month and earn alot more so that i can have a good year to end with.

I did something wrong to you .

2011-03-03T11:58:00.001+08:00

I am sorry, I did not consider your feelings when I said all those words to you …. I am in deep regret….

you said that you have a phobia for me now …. I feel…. sad….

I feel sorry….. really sorry….

nothing else matters now…

A New Start to the New Year

2011-02-22T22:33:00.001+08:00

I’ve incorporated a company! So much paperwork to do! the incorporation was the easy part.. it’s the registration to SGX that is the difficult part! Gambatte!

2010-12-01T11:53:00.003+08:00

As i relook into the market. and as i trade for the past year.. .
I look back and feel.... Down ...

Nothing but down . i dun even know how to pen my thoughtts down now... maybe later....

2010-07-17T11:21:00.001+08:00

Taken From...

http://ezinearticles.com/?Tips-to-Reduce-Gastric-Pain&id=4301724

Here I will like to share with you some tips to implement in your life style, to avoid trigger factors of hyper-acid secretion, subsequently minimize pain episodes.

Tip 1: It is crucial to take 3 meals daily at regular time. Remember to avoid snacks at night so as to prevent nocturnal acid secretion which will trigger gastric pain at night.
Tip 2: Try not to overeat at each meal. If you feel hungry easily, try to take some small snacks between meals. A small portion each time with more frequent meals will reduce attacks.
Tip 3: It is important that you do not take too fatty food, too oily stuff or too much fiber in your diet as all these trigger acid secretion.
Tip 4: You have to avoid taking too much spicy foods as Chili will induce over active acid secretion, causing dyspeptic symptoms such as, abdominal pain, nausea, feeling of fullness and bloating.
Tip 5: Drinking too much milk is not encouraged as milk contain Calcium and protein, therefore enhancing acid production.
Tip 6: Avoid certain caffeine containing beverages such as coffee, tea, coke, as well as alcohol, citrus juice and tomato juice.
Tip 7: Avoid consuming too much of certain food like chocolate, mint, spearmint and chewing gum.
Tip 8: Stop smoking as cigarette contain nicotine.
Tip 9: To elevate your head 6-8 inches higher during sleep, by placing a block/foam/wedge under the head, to reduce acid reflux.
Tip 10: Avoid wearing tight fitting clothes and lying down immediately after a meal.
Tip 11: Try to lose weight if you are obese.
Tip 12: Try to take a more relax pace in life, stress will trigger acid reflux.

2010-05-20T01:46:00.002+08:00

I found someone whom i really liked....
Her name is .... E

she is different from the rest of the girls i had feelings for ...
but wow.. she sure is differnt...

i had never thought that i would be together with her...
but feelings played me . emotions took me over and i asked the question...
she said yes...

I decided to give my feelings away to her....

and thruough her... i found my flaws in my character...
i seek compianionship.... she is so different from the rest ....
1 day i have about ... 1 SMS?

honeymoon period... she seem to not have any... well...
thats life... thru this... i saw my flaw... i am not matured enough in my rs mentality i guess...
I had really thought that a relationship, at least for the start ... would be sweet and deary...
but welll, maybe i think too much...

or it might be cause i miss her so...

Its May!

2010-05-03T08:51:00.001+08:00

Time Flies so fast.... I can't seem to be able to catch it anymore... haiz...

Need more courage to take risk!

2010-04-07T23:46:00.001+08:00

Holding myself responsible for a higher standard than anybody expects of me..... And never excuse myself...

2010-02-21T22:53:00.001+08:00

I believe that trading can be learnt... and i am still learning.

Getting rid of the weakness and soar!

2nd day with photoshop

2010-02-02T14:04:00.000+08:00

2010-02-02T08:47:00.003+08:00

How is it possible that I am wrong when I am right?
Now i know its possible.. and paying a hefty price for it too.

the inability to part with something caused me to pay for 1 that is more...

Messing around with my newly installed photoshop

2010-02-01T18:57:00.002+08:00

Random

2010-01-27T00:00:00.003+08:00

Many a times i opened my blogger and wanted to blog out my thoughts , but the many times i did that I blank out... not remembering what i wanted to write about .

I long for a life where I can live freely. Not being restricted by anything, where i can do what i want, get what i want and also to have this ability to just make friends.. in some sense , devoting all my time to friends who I can depend on and have fun with.

But I know that this is not really possible if I continue to stick to my current routine. If you don't like what you see, do something to change it.. thats what i am going to do. I need change . I will change for a faster pace life now so that I can enjoyed the long termed delayed gratification later.
I should not be going for the instant gratification . These are stuffs that will cause me to regret in days to come. so I rather not.

I devote my time to work so that I can attain financial freedom and be able to do what I want.... which is to devote my time to my friends without anything holding me back.

Selfishly , I also want a clean and big personal space ( like those on TV) where I can relax and enjoy the days to come.

- Your own miracle -

Close your eyes,
take some time just to center your soul...
and be at one...
with the sky, you can fly if you unfurl your wings
and face the sun.

In your mind . you will find all the power you need to get things done
and your dreams , they can seem like mear shadows of brighter days to come...

Shoot for the moon, cause if you fail you will still be amongst the star...
don't ever stop, if you never give up you are guaranteed to go far...

Be your very own miracle,
you can't win a race standing still. go on...
pick those beautiful feet up from off the floor , rise and soar...

Be your very own miracle,
just believe you can and you will.. have faith .
every goal that you make is a chain you break to set your spirits free...

Every page
you have turned in this book of your life has led you here

Every step
that you grow closer to conquering your fear

Dreams can come true! but they depend on you and how strong you are
Don't ever stop! If you never give up you are guarnteed to go far

Be your very own miracle
You can't win a race standing still,
Go On
Pick those beautiful feet up from off the floor
Rise and Soar

Be your very own miracle
Just believe you can, and you will,
Have Faith
Every goal that you make is a chain you break to set your spirit Free

Of weddings , BBQ and sentosa

2010-01-17T22:22:00.002+08:00

Went out with Gavin for an ROM (Kailing's Sis) . in the end didn't do much cause the couple was late. Slack around and left early to go for the YDC BBQ!

Took me so so long just to reach there... cause i walked from MRT to there and from pit 20 to 46 and back to 26.... and that is just to find them in the bowling area.
Took a wrong choice for the cycling option... paid 6 bucks for 2 hours when i should have paid 8 bucks for overnight.. ( had assume that i am not staying overnight I guess )

After awhile, people start coming and we enjoyed the night. LOL ( feeling to tired to continue to blog now.. ) Didn't slp at all...but enjoyed it cause we played games amd had fun . :)

and today... Went sentosa with my parents... Its such an impromtu thingy that i wasn't prep for it . haha... realised my fear of falling is still there... feel the fear... but do it anyway. I guess I'll live by this principle.

2010-01-11T14:27:00.002+08:00

I read something interesting...

We value something not because of its absolute value... but its relative value to other products of the same type.

We also value items based on an anchor given to us.

In my Mind now.. this is what's gonna motivate me...

2010-01-10T00:05:00.000+08:00

白手起家

Emoing

2010-01-05T23:31:00.003+08:00

I find it funny... how things ended up ... and me becoming emo because of these small stuffs..
Observation and feel... it makes the sadness unbearable...
How people change so fast...
Infatuation is over... Logically looking at it now... this is just funny...
How different are we? How similiar are we?

I am unable to provide for anyone yet...
thus unable to open my heart...

Until the day I am , I will deem myself as someone who has no rights to get into a relationship.
and the person i get into a relationship with.. I hope that she will be the one....

Thoughts

2010-01-05T20:00:00.002+08:00

Would 2 years be enough?
Would she grow and be mature enough?
Would she understand that I am thinking of her?

Would I still think of her?
Would I be in such a dilema?
Would I succeed?

Am i thinking right?
Am i really thinking of her?
Or is she just a passerby in my life?

For a guy to talk to a girl.

2009-12-21T13:52:00.002+08:00

Is there a need for attraction before anyone can come together to talk ?
Or is it purely platonic ? IDK .
For me yes... I need to at least have a good impression of you before I can start talking to you. If not , we would have no topics to talk about at all...
I tend to talk to girls more and is more random when it comes to them . somehow i feel the need to be random, so that its easier to maintain that friendship cause i can just random with them anytime.

But the thing is , when we are talking , and as we get to know more of each other , the attraction level may increase or drop. Its a delicate thing on whether we can maintain just platonic or upgrade to a different level of relationship , or even downgrade to just nothing.

All this would boil down to topics and experience. If we have the same topic to talk about, I am sure it'll be very fine and we can talk all day all night if there are common interest.
Experience sharing is also crucial in letting the other party know more about you. understanding makes it easier to break the ice. or even to warm up the conversation.

so , whats in it for you? when you start talking to the opposite sex?

I think of you.. and I miss you....

2009-12-18T17:18:00.004+08:00

Here I am , Back dating my thoughts on what had happened over the past month ..

First... I got my TMI! meaning now I am a certified trader of SGX and would be trading full time with benefits from it. Took awhile to trade simsci, and finally decided that I would go for nikkei 225 due to the potential that i see in this . Learning . And have my standard template out already. Whats left would be how confident i am of my trade and how i can execute it well..

And yes, of course.. Bills... need to pay them before i get fined.

2nd , I ran my 42KM Marathon!! and completed it!!! Its my first such run and loving it.

3rd, which would be my main topic now... YDC Camp ...

I would like to thank Liping for inviting me to this camp . This is one of the best camp i've been to.. in-fact, I think this is the best camp i've been to. The other camp that is Damn good would be... our SB camp which was org by Mingjie and team ( which includes.. mee ) . LOL.

Its not the camp structure that is nice i would say.. its more like the people. I keep getting the feel that i've dreamt of this camp before. like i've encountered it before. hahaa. Well , I love my group. I think the reason why this camp is so great is cause the group that i mixed with is damn cool! this young bunch of kids had definately won my heart over. Here is the group of locals that were with me..

Top left to right : ShengJie, Juanita ( we call her wan ni , then wannita ) Me , Ming Yong

Bottom Left : Jefferry , Cheryl , Ningyi , Zhu li , and Peilee.

Well , of course, not forgetting the foreign delegates,

We have Fon and Pipe ( A musician ) from Thailand ,

Hung ( or Leo , ) Ngiah ( pronounce as Nee an ) , khan ( forgot how to spell her name ) from Vietnam ,

Main main ( Mei Mei ) from Myanmar

These Guys here... are high when they should be , Mild when they should be. Sporty enough to try everything and is open to everything.

let me try to recap from my camp with this guys... my 4 days with them .

I was early and decided to go to the camp earlier with Liping. while walking i was like.. Oh noo.. am i really coming to this camp? its seems... boring and empty... Wearing my OCS Admin shirt , I sat in the Ops room to play around and chat.. until the people came.

realising that Shengjie was in the gropu, the first moment he looked at me, he was smiling and smiling. haha.. i didn't realised that I was introduced to Jefferry, who also happens to be in our group. I saw .... Girls... and was like.. wah.. heng ar.. there are girls. And yes, tried to warm them up with introduction, since we are suppose to do them anyway. One round with the locals, and i still couldn't get the name in . I only remember an NY because i associated her with new york.

the guy to my right, was looking at me uneasily... and i realised the reason is cause he is an army boy and now looking at me wearing OCS shirt. hahaa.. Simple intro and we continued to our bunk to put our stuffs..

Came down in awhile for camp briefing and Realised that our group is group A. and there is this need to come out with a group name. out of the blue a crappy word came out slip from my mouth and I an't believe everyone took it up.. Since it was for all the fun joy and laughter, our gropu was called.. "AHA!" . hahaa.. what crap, but this crap turn out to be the best team ever.

First game was the usual ..Fire, Hunter, earthquake. Started playing awhile and realised after awhile that my team really group together. while the foreigners are having fin with the game itself, my local AHA team were having fun cheating in the game. Hahaa.. Joined them in the cheating game, and found it more fun than playing the game..

The next game was some game called evolution. Which of course, our team decided to just stay as eggs and enjoy the forfeit. Got Pang seh by Ming yong, who regretted. hahaa. cause the winners do forfeit and the losers watch :)

That ended the day. we were suppose to come up with cheers. and having a curfew, we all went to sleep early still thinking of what to cheer.. If i remembered, we used Juanita's adaptation and came up with our first short cheer...

HA HA HA , we are the Aha Gang,

Aha Aha Ahahaha.

Then soon, we came up with our food cheer...

which goes..

Food food , hungry hungry , yes i want , yes i want

everybody eat! ahahaha!

Then we went for a day at HSA, grouping together, playing and trying to find loop holes( cheating ) through the simple games...

Hahaa.. so fun .. It wasn't until VIVO city, i realised the amount of enthusiasm these bunch of people have. We are suppose to find any shop and look for their cheapest item with any letters of GIVE BLOOD SAVE LIVES inside. just neededing the price tag. we got everything we need...
for $0 .. how pro is that. . of course, we won the game. with everything found and every extra points gained. Except for the 4 points. We came back the earliest and won .

Over at the bus, talked to cheryl and mingyong about what they are studying and all.. and enjoying the conversation.

When we reached campsite , we had little time to prep and everyone camp back down early to discuss the presentation that we have. It was suppose to be a MTV with lolipop and bollywood in it.

After awhile, due to curfew again , we had to go to sleep again. did think of some simple cheoro steps that might work . and the next day , demostrated to them .. in that small few hours, everyone was trying to learn the cheoro that i did. i would say except for the first part of the cheoro , everything else was like impromtu at that spot and finalised. Our team were also quite on for the part where we have to join in the flash mob. so we learnt yet another set of dance too.. haha

Took the stage and enjoyed it. Couldn't get the song hush hush out of my head. The night went on to dance night . While they were waiting , Liping requested that i help her. cause she couldn't get the people to be high. and so there i was with my lameness... Played the leaf is falling game.
and it heated the rest for the next game.. Limbo rock. Took the stage with cheryl and we took the poles. hahaha... the rest have to play the game. Quite fun , and we have the honor of seeing shengjie dance to the music. haha..

The night ended with water bombs, the AHA group took pride in ourselves and decided to take on everything. just sat there to be bomb.. The water was... cold! played quite a few games before we shower and get ready for the night... or was it.. Just when i thought the night is ending, i saw them outside the room.. and aha! we started talking.. the group of us grew bigger and ended with me, MY, NY, Juanita , Cheryl , lilin , XY , Ruoyu , hong wei, bork hang, hashini and herry.

We started talking about Ghost stories ( mostly shared by me ) Dun like to share , but ya, I shared it. then went on to do an introduction of ourselves.. a detailed one. I thought I heard someone say... pls, let him have some ex.. hahaa.. or something like tat.. Hahhaa... I was like. . haha.. ya.. 3 ...

hahaa... we didn't sleep and was playing bridge and some games. Learnt a new game, I hope I won't forget. haha. And played ice and water , which I bang onto Herry and hurt my leg..

And had some final gathering ... and the day ended with misses...

2009-11-30T00:22:00.002+08:00

LOTs and Lots of Books to read.... Not enough time.. and i am procrastinating. Shit..

Personality test - Taken after reading Xia's blog

2009-11-13T00:35:00.001+08:00

Independent Thinkers are analytical and witty persons. They are normally self-confident and do not let themselves get worked up by conflicts and criticism. They are very much aware of their own strengths and have no doubts about their abilities. People of this personality type are often very successful in their career as they have both competence and purposefulness. Independent Thinkers are excellent strategists; logic, systematics and theoretical considerations are their world. They are eager for knowledge and always endeavour to expand and perfect their knowledge in any area which is interesting for them. Abstract thinking comes naturally to them; scientists and computer specialists are often of this type.Independent Thinkers are specialists in their area. The development of their ideas and visions is important to them; they love being as flexible as possible and, ideally, of being able to work alone because they often find it a strain having to make their complex trains of thought understandable to other people. Independent Thinkers cannot stand routine. Once they consider an idea to be good it is difficult to make them give it up; they pursue the implementation of that idea obstinately and persistently, also in the face of external opposition.

Independent Thinkers are not the type who easily comes out of his shell. Speaking about their emotional life is also not one of their strong points. Anyway, social relationships are not particularly important to them; they are happy with just a few, close friends who find it easy to share their intellectual world. They find it difficult to establish new ties. In love, they need a lot of space and independence but this does not mean that their partner is not important to them. Independent Thinkers often make a cool and reserved impression on others; but this impression is deceptive: they can hardly bear it if people close to them should reject them. They prefer a harmonious, balanced relationship with a partner who shares their interests and with whom they can realise their visions.

As an Independent Thinker, you are one of the introverted personality types. That is one of the reasons you prefer to work alone. This does not mean that you cannot be successful in a team, as well. For you, the task is most important and people who are involved come second. The contact with others, the necessity to adjust yourself to their daily changing sensitivities - all of it is just more gratuitous emotion that keep you from totally devoting yourself to those things that truly interest you: analyzing systems and policies, researching potentials for change, developing new ideas and implementing them in reality.Here you differ from the second introverted Thinker type, the Analytical Thinker: You truly enjoy implementing your concepts and you enjoy the results. Therefore you should look for a work environment where you can accompany and expedite your ideas through to their conclusion. You consider difficult situations as challenges that really try your creativity and you frequently surprise people around you with genuinely incredibly bright ideas, rendering others speechless with their excellence. Your world consists of statistics, legitimacy, and systematics. Considering all of this, your Thinker type is very praxis-oriented, and by no means lives on an intellectual ivory tower. You are not interested in theories not related to reality. As in chess, you are excellent at predicting the consequences of your methods in advance, and then choosing the appropriate alternative. Once you have made your decision on how to deal with a situation, you are totally willing to use your elbows and you don’t necessarily show any consideration for others. With that, you occasionally encounter resistance from other, less task-oriented colleagues that you quickly brush aside.You resent routine jobs or monotonic order of events. You believe that they smother your creativity. If necessary, your determination and unusual ambition will convince you to acquiesce to the inevitable. Nevertheless, when choosing your profession, you should be mindful that your working environment is going to provide you with something new to learn and that your tasks are as varied as possible. Your strength lies in solving novel problems and not working on details. Nor should your curiosity ever be satisfied; just as fresh information is as important to you as the air you breathe, so is the feeling that you continuously expand and increase your competencies. An activity where you do the same thing in the same department with the same colleagues for 20 years is the worst fate that can possibly happen to a hungry mind.

For your partner, you are truly a hard nut to crack, and one has to give someone who goes through life as independent as you darn good reasons for a relationship before he/she deigns to at least consider it. You very slowly and judiciously develop trust and closeness to other people; whoever wants to win you needs a tremendous amount of patience and staying power.Even once you begin to warm up to someone, one does not sense that for the longest time as you are uncomfortable and reluctant to display your feelings because you are not used to it. The cool, distanced, and somewhat arrogant vibes of all Thinkers are a little more pronounced with you and already sufficiently discourage many potential partners as they get frustrated and give up during the advanced phases of flirting - a shame because inside, you are not as indifferent and emotionless as you some- times appear, and sometimes your reserve simply hides your disappointment at the blindness and superficiality of the people around you.Nevertheless, it is always a good idea for you to choose a partner very carefully and not blindly jump into an affair, because your demands are very high. You have a clear image of the “perfect relationship” and are not willing to deviate from that by even one millimeter to the right or the left. A sharp intellect that is equal to yours is the most important quality your partner must bring along. You need somebody in your life who inspires, stimulates, and always challenges you and with whom you can maintain an intensive intellectual companionship. Nothing will impress you more than competence, knowledge, and the willingness to learn because those are the traits that are truly important to you in your life. You are never really satisfied with your accomplishments, and always discover something about yourself that needs your improvement, where something new can be learned, and where you are not yet good enough.

Off my mind and out of the blue

2009-10-25T00:45:00.002+08:00

Understanding a person's limit is essential.... this is so that we can be able to push the limit further and further away. . When we do not understand our own limit, we would never be able to do a very good judgment on ourselves and therefore make decisions that would not be effective and efficient in the long run.

I know my Liquor Limit. That is why I do not get drunk till the point i don't remember the day before. But of course. there are times where drinking more than i should is not under my control.

I Know my physical running limit, roughly quantifiable, but not a very accurate one yet. 2KM i start to perspire, 4km I start to feel the kick, 8 Km my body starts burning the stored energy, 10km my peak , 14km , starts to weaken , 16km body not enough energy to continue to run constantly, 18km gone case. have to walk. 21km stagger and limping. If i go slower, everything should be able to times 1.5 times the distance.

I know my financial limit. Know when to spend where and how to spend. That is why i don't overspend and keep myself within budget.

I know my anger limit. Its quite huge, people seldom see me angry.

But there are somethings that I can't seem to know, and anyway i don't think they are quantifiable. Things like... How much I am willing to love, my knowledge of things. Things that I would like to learn but not yet learn...

Things I don't know will never cease to come. But I would love to reduce them to as little as possible. I think too much, learn too much, store too much stuffs that my hair turns white.

Of another topic - I am a Libra, a very typical one in fact. Some facts that fellow Libra's might want to know to understand themselves better. We care a lot about how other people see us... and would actually do things sub-consciously to keep up to that image.

People always say that we are fickle minded, but would always make the choice that everyone would like. This is actually caused by our need for the best possible decisions that would make everyone see us in good light. That is why, never ask a Libra to make a choice between 2 friends, or even a decision that might cause another party to view us in bad light... we can never do it. We dread doing it.
Because of this need to let other people see us in good light, Libra's will always be helpful, image conscious , confident, bright, attention grabbing, well-groom , neat and all the good stuffs add together. Seldom you will see a flaw in them... People will describe a Libra's flaw as "人太好了，会被人欺负。" If not it would be the indecisiveness on stuffs on dates/ projects/ meetings/ group outing/ place to go. Its because we know whats in our mind will not cater to whats in the other party's idea, but we do not want to impair the image that we etch in their mind. Ever wondered Why some of the most famous and well liked celebrities are libras?

In fact, we are not as good as we seem to be. When no one sees us, our true nature might come. Why did i say "might"? That is because if we live in our multi-persona for too long, we don't really know what represents our true self anymore.

Some people might disagree with what I say, saying that there are libras who do not fit into this profile. But of course. this is meant to be something that would apply to majority of us. Then let me ask the chicken and egg question... which came first? How we project our image to you, or we imagine how you imagine we would be. The latter wins.

A personal example. During lower secondary school, I had imagined that people from my class would view me as any boy would be, playful and with bad grades... thats what i gave them .
During Upper secondary, I changed class to a slower paced class... I was ammused about how my classmates see me as a clever boy who is hardworking in the first day of class. And thus, you guessed it... My grades soared.... I went from last 10-15 in school cohord to the top 15-25 . ( Intersting right ? think about it )

Ask any libra, I am sure they would understand what I am saying and might chucke and be astonished at how insanely close it is to them.

This is coming from me, a family made up of 3 libras + 1 cancer.

For those of you who might not know

2009-09-09T19:04:00.002+08:00

Good evening people. For those of you who might not know... I am actually in the business of trading.

Realized that what is really needed in trading is just to keep in simple.. have an idea that is doable and trade it.

Over the past year, I've learnt alot from my losses, inprove my systems and still incur losses.. then it finally came to the point where i start getting some profit no doubt not decent amount yet... Lucky I didn't get my whole forest burnt in the first few big forest fire of my capital.

At least for now , I know one thing is for sure. As long as we treat trading like a business itself, we would think differently from if we trade as a normal trader/investor.

3 Points that are more important in the life of a trading business..
Money management, Mind management, and Method Management
This 3 points are interlink and will not be able to work well without either one.

Money management meaning things like ...
the ability to portion out my money so that i am able to withstand alot alot of consequtive losses and still get me enough to earn when the market is in my favour. Its also the risk management sector of a trade.

Mind management
a human will seem small when compared to a mountain. But when compared to the ant, a human will be big. Just like how you are able to see money. If we compare a thousand to a cent, it would seems alot. but when compared to a billion dollars, its chicken feet. Mind management also entails the ability to stick to you system that you have .

Last would be a method management
Why would i say that its a management instead of just one method. This is because there are so many different methods in this world that can earn you money, But each have its risk and success. As long as the method entails and incorporates DEEP ( Direction , entry , exit and position sizing ) and it has a statistically stable and profitable percentage, Then stick to it.
This would be the thing that will be your bowl of rice. your gold is also dependent on this.

Even though 1 method is enough, I would suggest having 2 or more methods to play around.
but of course, the few method must have its value and different usage. and not be against each other all the time .

E.g ( 1 Long Term Trade system, 1 swing trade system, 1 intra-day trade system )
Assuming them to be swords, As long as we sharpen them and use them diligently with discipline, we would be on our way to wealth.

Wealth Creation must first start with bigger income and with more money, bigger income again.

Working as a trader is quite boring at times when all the systems are in place. But hey, what are we looking for? There is no complex system to wealth. Just a simple business where there is a systematically sound method of growing and protecting the capital gain.

Keeping it simple, thats the holy grail of everything.

about R/S

2009-08-30T02:50:00.003+08:00

Even if this doesn't concern me at all at all at all..... i Dun like the fact that I am seeing this.... why do i still feel a pinch of jealousy and sadness when i saw the pictures??

I must prove that i am better than I am...

2009-08-24T00:33:00.001+08:00

I want something. I want it bad... I am going to do in my best ability. I realised, hardwork is really necessary to do it. As soon as i have a few more systems up, i'll be kicking ! up and Running! Gambatte!!!!!!!!

2009-04-27T02:01:00.001+08:00

Weird.. and thinking.

Thinking and thinking more...

And Action is needed...

Suddenly feel like Blogging now

2009-04-13T01:25:00.002+08:00

Just thinking...
that i cannot procrastinate.
Must be finding things to do.. learning things.

and restart alot alot of things.. i believe its doable.

2009-03-09T00:43:00.001+08:00

I have to kick my bad habits... Gotta Sleep back my correct timing again.

Swimming with my sis

2009-02-12T19:56:00.002+08:00

She so long never swim, in the end instead of swimming, it was just wading in the water.. hahaha..

but it was a fun thing... gettig me out of my environment of stress and enjoying the day!

V day is comming... but i dun think i will b able to have a date.. hahaha..

Guess its SAD day for me ..
Single awareness day.. hahahaa

Never mind.. i will be the most eligible bachelor soon.

1st Thoughts for this new Year

2009-01-16T03:04:00.003+08:00

I was On TeeVEEeEe .. hahaa.... but i think only my stomach.

my 30 seconds of fame. LOL .

Was talking to my fellow Chingay Trainer...

Something he said Struck me.

As a person who is practicing... When we are in the situation where other give up. Its for us to be the one to perservere on and strike out as the successful one!

Happy New Year?

2009-01-01T23:13:00.002+08:00

Wah, Everyone sets their resolution for the new year. Celebrated.
Me, I just feel that this is just another holiday. A day where it is significant enough for people to renew their calendars . and also to set new goals and target.
So i didn't celebrate. Got a call in the middle of the night. scared me and got me worried. Hope tt my friend is ok now and dun think of that bastard anymore.

On a happier note. Its also counted as the Starting year of my goals!
Gambatte! Delayed Gratification. Aiming for that!

Delayed Gratification

2008-12-29T00:25:00.002+08:00

Gratification. in terms of games is like getting a level 5 character and using it immediately to kill enemies. alot of times, because of the weak levels, the players get killed.

Delayed Gratification, in terms of games, is like getting a level 5 character and training with it till it becomes level 100 and kill bosses with it. Due to overpowering differences, The player normally wins..

Difference, patience... Patience Wins Battles...

2008-12-13T01:14:00.001+08:00

Only time will tell.. My thoughts. my feelings

Feel the fear and do it anyway

2008-12-01T13:05:00.002+08:00

I need to overcome this...

If you all don't know.. I actually have this fear of calling people...
Even friends... am still changing myself.. But this i need to overcome..

Its also this kind of fear in tradings.. i need to overcome them..

Gambatte!

not meant to be.

2008-11-18T00:55:00.001+08:00

I guess things were not meant to be.. Lost interest.... Not that i wanted to, but well.. like a fire, if you don't add oxygen to it... it will die off ...

2008-11-14T02:53:00.002+08:00

Been Drinking 4Lts of water almost for 2 days now...
I want to grow in size... i realise that at the moment my size is too small...
I need to train.. Grow Bigger in size.
The thing i've always lack is drinking water.. and that is why i started this water regiment.
let me continue and grow bigger size.

I realized that a pent house is 1.25 Million USD which is about 1.8 million SGD now..... thats my dream house type. to reach this goal... I need to have enough income/money to pay for it, be it active income, passive income. 1.8 million = 360k in down... plus.. about 4-5 k in Bank fees every month. WOW.. tts going to be a long long way... Never mind... i'll work towards that goal.

Thinking of setting up an online blog shop too. Actually, I am thinking of setting up alot of things.. hahaha... So, I shall... think of what first before i commit anything. Business... I'll welcome them.

2008-11-11T00:10:00.002+08:00

发花痴ing.... hahhaa... let me get this over with. Need to have a good Judgment. have to think... before i act.

2008-10-29T01:44:00.002+08:00

i Am actually in a confuse state of mind..
Its like..... I dun understand my father ... .I want him to win.. but i also want him to lose...
What is this... I need to get away from home to do trades.. this way i can have a better piece of mind when i trade....

My Feelings

2008-10-24T02:02:00.002+08:00

Warning, Super Long Post full of crap in my mind.
This doesn't seem to suit the previous post. so, i made a new thread.

My oldest memories that I ever have... was the one where I follow my father to see my sister's birth. It was in a hospital... I don't know which hospital, but I don't bother to check it also.
It was a quiet place and life was just ....Going pass so fast....

There was another one.. which comes first i don't know.... I was in a night market in amk with my mother. She was holding on to me... but I told her to let me down.. I was too fat for her to carry... and somewhere somehow... I got a dragonball imprint T-shirt at one of the stalls...

That was when i was 4, i assume. Other memories seems faded... A kiss with my cousin. My sister's big fall from the public seat , playing with my toys in the living room . competition and being jealous that i was the one who got first, but my teammates got 1st but i got 3rd... Hahah.. stupid story.. So embarrass, going to McDonald's for my friends party, mom bring me home for lion dance. going for art class. playing "soccer" with my cousin. role playing sukasuka ranger.
friend being hit on the head of the cabinet. Being in charge of the small library. reading Enid Blyton books , seeing my friends read Malorie towers, naughtiest girl series, The tree that grew... watch toy story 1 at the movie theatre. Crying at my birthday.... Shit man... I realise that my birthday is not a good day for me... every year at my birthday , I mange to cry or feel sad...
the first birthday i remember, crying cause i got bullied , Second one, I got hit by someone i don't know. 3rd, I thought that people celebrated for my cousin but not me ( we always hold birthday together cause we are born 1 day apart, different year though)( in the end, it was always on my birthday, not my cousin ) 4th , was P6, where i got my mom to treat a lot of people in my class at McDonald's. I was crying at 12 midnight to get it.. ( It was the PSLE science paper ) . then in secondary school, i remember only the one where my mom gave me money to eat McDonald's. But the catch is that i have to buy it myself and EAT by myself.... whahaa.... till poly year one... where i had my first really happy birthday... then year 2 and 3 i have Jie to start celebrating for me .hahaa... the usual gathering at Ju Ju hotpot. Till army...20th in OCS quietly if i am not wrong... 21st all alone in the field... 22nd ... hmmm.. I cried on that day.... Hahaha... had a very bad start in my forex trade.

Back from the side track... these are all my memories since young...
My mind then was just to live well, never had i thought of Work yet.. it wasn't until secondary school, where I had influences from my parents about stocks... It was very easy for me to take it up as it seems logically understandable. AS long as i am able to work out in logic, i would be able to understand it... Another moment that i had plan was about how to earn big amount of money... I had came up with a few which i wrote down somewhere... It all seems to me that I had it in me... till army.... I begin to think of what i want to do, what i should do. and what are the choices that i had when doing such a thing. I had a destination.. but the route was still in the process of being plan. Not until when I was out of the army.. when i pick up the book "Rich dad, Poor dad" that i begin to understand that my route was there, but there were actually more routes that i can take to get there... many things that were thought in there had gotten me to strengthen my own commitment. It had even grew my mind. I see myself growing in leaps and bounds in terms of my mind. I began to read more books, Clearing 20 books in 4+ months . A feat as i had never even hit 3 books a year prior to that. Financial Freedom is what i had aimed for. Just that i didn't know of such a term . I will become a millionaire.

I declare to the world, that I, Vernon Tay , would earn to be in the HighNetWorthIndividual List. and would want to conquer the UHNWI List. USD30 million is the benchmark.

I have the means to get there, I will get there...

Feelings

2008-10-24T01:48:00.003+08:00

2 days ago... I felt like a failure.. .
But when i look back, I must be able to stand up . Change my mindset.
Alot had went through my mind.

Risk taking... Its just whether i want to win, or i set myself down as a failure.
I had given up, and thus the last failure was me that day...

Giving up is a very dangerous thing. I need to understand this fact .

Failures are only failures when they give up.
I have not fail yet.
I will persevere and continue to try.
I play to win.

Lots of time when i look back.. I regretted many things that i did.
But what ever I had regretted, I don't regret them .
Regret does not bring me anywhere.. even if it does, it won't be anywhere good.
So, i would always want to forget what i had done and just get over with them .
No use living in past dreams.

The power of today. The power of now.

Yesterday was gone, there is nothing we can do to change it .
Tomorrow will never come. there will always be another tomorrow
But we have the power to change today's tomorrow and all the tommorrows that comes after that. We do it by changing today.
Now is the time that we have to do something . when we want to do something. Just do it. . for tomorrow never comes.

BZ BZ

2008-10-18T02:59:00.003+08:00

Chingay Busy.
Work Busy
Weird Weird Stuff Busy
Read Books Busy
Preparation Busy
So Busy.
Spare time to build assets one day soon.
How.. no time for my friends like ...
Like that i'll become zai nan already..

Stay at home all day. go out don't want to spend money.
i became thrifty, not because i want to , but because i do not have enough money to last me for 4 more months.
I'll be out of cash soon.. oh. no.....

No, i am not going to find a job. Sorry guys. Those who knows me, will know why.
And no, i am not going to study yet. Not yet.. Not so fast. Just wish me luck ...

And so sorry, I really have no cash to lend you, "friend". Why only come to me when you need money? I can only help you spiritually and mentally. Run errands also can.. but money? very sensitive question. I don't know you that well, and I cannot lend you money just based on your so called " assure me". Too many doubts forming. Sorry "Friend" .

By the way, why everyone that comes to me to borrow money always ask for $300 , Do i look like I can only lend $300 or is there other reason to why $300? My mom told me that the reason is that $300 is not a large sum if you really think of it, so even if they forfeit the amount , I wouldn't bark on them for long also. Its a psychologically safe amount to ask for. I agree to it. If anyone wants to borrow 300 from me, i'll reject them. Cause anyone who ask this amount = don't intend to return.

ROI for this = 0 to -infinite%
Net Capital = -300
Cash Flow = 0

Recommendation = Sorry I cannot lend you even if i have enough money to .

Good nite world. Good night to you

2 more days...

2008-10-06T11:10:00.003+08:00

looking back... have i done enough? or efficiently?

not very sure... but 2 more days it'll be the start of my contract for myself...
a struggle for 3 years..... I must be able to fulfil my contract and do my best!

That's my ultimate goal.
People may start calling me siao, or worth nothing...
I don't care...
I am not going to find a Job..
But I'll be working for myself.

I believe that we are what we always do . and excellence is a habit and not an act.
also... often great minds will face strong opposition from mediocre minds.

Write off.. I'll reach my goal.

Habit.

2008-10-01T02:43:00.002+08:00

Had a chat with my cous today. Very happy too, gave me lots of insights to many things. and it had also boosted my morale in what i am doing. would love to chat with him again.

May all of us succeed in our goals. Financial Freedom.

Aristote : We are what we repeatedly do , excellence therefore is not an act but a habit.

Take a step back to leap further...

2008-08-02T00:25:00.002+08:00

Feeling down...

It seems that i've failed this time round... but i am sure i will be able to do the the next time.
Time is important. And i need to constantly win. I cannot let a few losses deal mental blows to me... The US market is irradical and i was not well prepared enough. My skills level below the anticipated. I need to Look at myself and see what I am missing. How good am I with certain Things. I aim to learn the ins and outs of the US markets by next month. Research, Learn, Research... understand...

TA, how they really function. At least 70% of the Tools that is supposed to be used. FA, what are the meaning of certain figures and how are they used to judge. Volatility... how to read and understand .. and how to use it. Insider trading... how much would they affect.

The industries. How each affect each other. Economic news. how to read them. Options trending.

I enjoy what i am doing... but excellence is what i aim for while enjoying... Patience Wins Battles..

I'll take a step back... the relearn everything again.... so that i can leap further... better.

Am i just...

2008-07-28T21:39:00.002+08:00

someone who board the bus halfway there and alights half way back?

what am i?

YMD/YWD Formation day

2008-07-21T01:45:00.002+08:00

I am a stage crew.
felt that its not easy... or maybe i should say, its tiring. i see the stage manager managing the show, quite professional. many minor details were not missed out as we had went through in thought and in sequence. we also went through a few rehearsals. quite interesting due to the fact that even till the last minute, many things were still being changed. It takes alot to be a good host. one that doesn't need a script but still bring out the gist of the what the show is trying to say. The host also need a good response rate and quick thinking. If not there would be many many sticky situations to deal with.

We had a celebrity as host. It was quite interesting and learning experience to see him host and respond to the many many changes that occur behind the scene. Last minute insertion , Overrun in time. change of schedule, performer's stage fright, missing items, wrong camera focusing. lighting problem, sound problem, mic problem, all sorts of problem.

Nice day today!

2008-07-14T02:01:00.002+08:00

I have things in my mind... that i cannot tell people about...
I have things in my mind... that i cannot say...

It have to remain in my heart until I sort out myself.

In search of ... something i saw somewhere...

2008-07-08T22:37:00.001+08:00

nothing to say

Give me 30 Days....

2008-07-02T02:11:00.002+08:00

Woah... I am still not working....
30 more days... just 30... why?? cause i need to confirm something...

on what is it that i need to do...
that what is it that i need to find in myself..

Am embarking on something that is not easy.
But i just have this feeling that I might be able to make it...
If i did.... I'll be so damn happy...
Really very happy.. Secret... i hope i won't fail this..

cause my family is looking at me on this...

I know i can do it... needs alot of studies... and attention too.. until i get used to it...
Sleeping late every night... tiring sia...

But the one staying up late with me is my father...
I admired this fact that he is working so hard and still stay up late with me...

I need to learn...

My mom wants me to make it big the first shot.. But how big is big?
Attention on this everyday? I am sure i'll become "Zai nan" soon if this carries on. hahaha
But i see this as not just work.. but a personal goal to make it big.
Well, also to proove my relatives wrong..

Just have to be carefull... and extra careful..

Today is Kailing jie's birthday! HAPPY Birthday!!! hee...

2008-06-23T23:52:00.001+08:00

Gonna start doing research...
soon....

start my portfolio also....
got the idea... but the problem is how... what is suppose to be placed in it?

haiz....

Whats in my mind... Whats on my mind...

2008-06-19T01:19:00.002+08:00

Sometimes things run wild in my mind...
sometimes....

I do not understand how i feel.
There is this intuition in me that is screaming out loud, telling me that there is something wrong about you, and that you are hiding yourself from me.
You have something that you do not want me to know. something that makes me wonder if you are really ... really... you...
I can feel it, leaking out from time to time from you.
I did not want to believe it. but i can't help but think ...
and i don't really like what i see... you might not be the one...
Things run wild in my mind.
Sometimes...

Triple personality...
thats me...

So, which side of me should i put on?
I forgot how to remove my different mask from my face.
living in a facade...

whats my inner self?

Very Random Thoughts from me

2008-06-18T01:36:00.003+08:00

First i dunno if this would be a very long post or very short post. but i am sure there would be alot of typo here and there...
Alot alot of thoughts in my mind.
couldn't number them, can't count as they are all not concrete...

Was hanging out with my friends today... Many thoughts.
the 7 closest people / 7 's class and status would be the one that you are residing in.
So.. Who are my Real 7? I dun really know... up till now. i can only see 3 to 4 that is really close to me. So work hard buddies. hahaha...

Youth is coming to an end for me. I am starting to feel like an adult. although physically i am one. mentally, i am not really prepared yet. but i hope i am taking i well. experience comes in many forms. maturity comes with experience . I begin to do things that i have not done in my youth. want to live and leave it with no regrets so that there is something that won't pull me back.

To CLUB
Went clubbing ,
Liquor , NO SMOKE, NO OneNightStand.
Dance. lights, Music. DJs.

RELATIONSHIPS
Enjoyed the emotions of relationships, the ups and down. high integrity, not doing anything that is against my morals. knowing that love do exist in this world. Made choices that i had regreted, made choices that also given me understanding. But i would say all the relationships that i had, No regrets from them. I dun really like breakups.... but i guess it is part of this "enjoyment"

FRIENDS
Feeling that friends do exist in the world.
Learning from everyone that are willing to teach.
Knowing that not all friends are friends, that there are actually people who just treat you like a stepping stone. to bully you when they have the chance..
To know that not everyone you know is at the same level as you.
Knowing that there are friends who would stand up for you. To have someone to look up to, to compete with for improvement. to grow together.
To know that everyone is going through the same shit as you.
Friends don't really exist in the working world. but i know... that friends that i have made in my youths, would always be friends with me.

PERSONAL CHARACTER
From experiences I've realise that being too good a person don't always work.
People tend to make use of you. neglect your feelings. Lets see.... about flaws
I hope people can enlighten me on my flaws that i do not know.
I've always asked people around me... but for some reasons, they always try to avoid the question. if not they would just give me generic answers. here's what i know about myself...

I am a friend of the world... This had cause me problems. esp when it deals with people relations. People start fighting and it come a point that i have to take sides. decisions that i absolutely hate to make.

Boasting* Well.. i know this flaw.... i tend to exaggerate. I know i know.

Being defensive when even though i know i am wrong. I always need to find a way where everyone comes to a favourable conclusion. Maybe its Ego... but i don't really like to lose.

indecisiveness on stuffs. There is always the time where people wants me to make decision. same thing, i need to find a way where everyone is happy. so, i normally tend to want to listen to other people's ideas. Looking for options i guess. but it is a flaw that i would need to change. Hahha.. thats why i normally stick with people who makes decisions or plan before hand so that there is at least something to do somewhere. And that is also why i normally fail in dates. hahaha.. i make last minute decisions which makes people not happy. Soon, i will start to not care about other people's feelings and just do what ever that suits me. I think that life is not always about other people.My time for myself is coming soon... To start being decisive... i'll be changing my character slowing but fast enough to feel...

Laziness when there is nothing to do.

To want to do things to my best, even when the requirement is the bare min. I dun really like it when i am asked to do something halfheartedly or ask to do so that i fail things. I prefer just NOT to do it.

Responsibility. I tend to shirk responsibility if i can, but i seem to always get the attention of the people who would then choose me to do stuffs... Well, i dun really mind.... cause with great responsibility also comes great power... or the other way around....

Passion like Fire... maybe this is my biggest flaw....

So, whats my other flaws?

I told sam and yiying that i have 2 things left to do before I stop being a youth and venture into the adulthood. This 2 things have to be settled before i can concentrate on being an adult and work... What are the 2 things, i shall not say as they will remain in my heart until i've done it. .No, its not sex, nor smoking...

I need to rest.... a 5 days of pure nothing, with no one to bother me... with nothing that can distract me. No computer, no phone, no access with friends... time for myself. and just myself... but my parents are not really giving me this time. i've been nagged at everyday. unnecessary stress given by my parents... well, lots of secrets that i cannot say...but if any one of the secrets leaked, i am dead and the stress will kill.. Nope, i cannot tell anyone... but this "extra" stress is not very good for me....

Well.... Looking for Cycling Kakis - Night cycling.... 1 night round Singapore if possible. going to places and taking photos.

Looking for DSLR cameras to play with and to take all the shots that i had wanted to take... ( not to acquire the camera yet though. )

People, dun buy me shoes even though i've been saying that i am lacking it..... I am superstitious i'll have to buy it myself.. Help me take a lookout for nice shoes. not sports shoes k.

lazy to cont... now is late in the night.. need to sleep.
shall continue someother day.

2008-06-13T01:35:00.002+08:00

Went out with Cat and Gavin.
Long time since the last i saw cat.
Prettier liao.

Plans for life...
I really have to start very soon.
Losing money quickly...
once it hit my cushion amount....
I'll have to start to find work...

But before that...
my list of things I want to Improve in for this 3-6 months

Flash action script,
HTML Scripts
Jap.
Strength
stock judgment
Java

2008-06-10T00:45:00.002+08:00

Wake Up late.
Rest...
Korean Food...
Esplanade...
DSLR shot...
Sleep

6 Letters, 5 Exclaimation mark ,4 spaces ,3 Parts,2 Tabs & 1 Final Message...

2008-06-06T02:38:00.003+08:00

It has come to the point...

16 more hours...

and i'll not look back after that.

It has been a long and tedious journey.
I've enjoyed it.
all the pain, joy, laughter. sadness. ALL running through my mind.
All the momories... Ever since i've stepped into this phase of my life... NS.

BMT- Mohawk Coy Platoon 4 Secion 2 Bed 11
Unforgettable buddies. Best section of the company, enough said.

OCS - Tango Wing Platoon 1 Section 3 Bed 4 First/ Bed 3 Second
Ranger Days, Hardship and Pain, Always a Pizza Hut away. hahaha.. Anton hse to drink Ribena.

OCS - Signal Wing Platoon 1 Cadet mess Bunk
Tao Pork Days. Study and study, but still can fail comms test. ROC was Fun

OCS - Signal Wing Platoon 1 Bunk with Daniel
I just need a little of your time to show you that i am the one. Maroon 5! our Swords and Marching! Signal!

Commissioned as CSE CMDR in ANSTS
1 Year of memories with everyone in the section. CPTs, LTA, 2LT, MWO 1SG , 3 SG, PTE
Time passes super fast there. Busy until CMI, learnt alot there too. second half was super slack. going through Civillian Conversion Course now.

Matured quite abit. now being more serious, I hope...

this young little boy had learnt about life.

Enough Said... I'll end off with this

O R D L O H !!!!!

2008-06-04T01:02:00.001+08:00

I Am afraid...

2008-05-31T23:22:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Hengyi ,
Happy Wedding Zhenghui

2008-05-31T00:52:00.002+08:00

Tired... but still happy.
: )

2008-05-27T18:38:00.002+08:00

So many things to buy. so little money...

HP...
Shoe..
Clothings...
wallet
socks.
computer
digi photoframe
pencilbox
speaker
harddisk

2008-05-26T02:22:00.001+08:00

I LOve my Jie! hahaha ..

Installed Office 2007 liao ! thanks!

Plans....

2008-05-25T00:28:00.000+08:00

lots of Plans....

but am i able to fufil them all?

5 more work days.

2008-05-22T22:13:00.002+08:00

Officially, i have 5 more working days to ORD .

Starting 2nd June till 6th June

Guess what? its all planned out .

2nd june - Clearance ( to fin about 80%)
3rd June - NE Day, get some ORD award.
4th June - Final Hand Over
5th June - Clearance part 2 ( to fin 95% ) lunch somewhere
6 June - Sign Last clearance , destroy Issac card, return camp pass , get pink IC, Write ORD mail
and Say bye bye to all. Paste IC on forehead , walk around saying that i ORD, mail divert to understudy . follow the tradition pack everything.... SLAM the ANSTS Door!

Shout ORD Lo. Get out of camp, Go home, celebrate somewhere. and feel ORD mood.

:)

Should I even have said to come to my hse?

2008-02-18T12:40:00.002+08:00

Should i have even said ok? why didn't i said that i was busy?

am now in a state so wrong. I... dunno what to do...

Outing W the Secondary School guys

2008-02-10T22:42:00.000+08:00

Miss all the sec school days....

Life is never going to be that simple anymore.

When will we enjoy this again? haiz...

Its sad to know that....

2008-02-10T00:22:00.000+08:00

its gone from the world now....
no longer it will chirp.
Dun be too sad... I am sure it has led a good life with your family.

2008-02-08T12:37:00.000+08:00

Times are getting bad....

Happy Chinese New Year

2008-02-07T12:16:00.000+08:00

Well. Lots of things in my mind. not all good, but not all bad also.
Happy chinese new year ...

2007-09-15T10:06:00.000+08:00

This week, i am going overseas liao.. hahaa!!!! gone for 3 weeks, if there is anything , please drop me a message via email . thanx. >.<

saw alot of my sec school friends. so long since i've seen them. hahahaha

Hpy Bdae

2007-09-10T18:35:00.000+08:00

Happy Happy Birthday to My god sis... dun think u would have read this cause u dun noe my blog rite? Jiayi?

不能说的秘密

2007-08-11T00:35:00.000+08:00

This show is nIce.....went to watch with my Sis.. cannot believe we have to sit at the couple seat.... so weird... but lucky thing.. the rest of the couple seats were occupied by all males. hahaha.

that adds to my wishlist of movies that i wanted to have .

- 不能说的秘密
- Howls moving Castle
- The girl who leapt through Time
- 借着雨点说爱你

I realised that all these movies' storyline deals with romance with time travel.
Hahaha... if there is anything that genere... pls intro to me. I guess i would like to watch it.

HXH

2007-07-12T21:41:00.000+08:00

Back to watching HxH now.. haha... so long never watch liao...
Miss alot of people... want to go out again!! ahhhh ...
NO TImE SOOOON... no money tooo.. haiz...

Dream i had....

2007-07-03T19:59:00.000+08:00

I dreamt about aliens..... but not the typical aliens....
But as stars far away that will move.... hard to describe,
cause.... its just vivid only in my mind....

this is not the first time i dreamt of such nice aliens..
in the form of the moving stars.

UnName

2007-06-28T20:31:00.000+08:00

In the busy train of life
not all your friends will be there by your side,
but i think.... i'll try my best to be...
the one with you... all through the ride...

Nothing in the world could shift my sight,
from the glitter of the apple of my eyes...
Playing games, endure hardship side by side...
All through my life, all through my life....

I can't explain... the passion the friendship the life....
but it seems to me.... its the love and tears i can't deny...

I want to see the sun the stars the sky
where eagles never fail to fly,
the place where all your dreams come true,
to soar to heights you never knew.

I want to be the fire in your life,
the flame of hope that never dies...
for all the miles that we've gone through,
you should know that i'll be there for you.

2007-06-23T21:50:00.000+08:00

Had a chit chat session with Cat...
Lolz... memories.. hahaha...

Hmmm ....

still soo many people i have got to meet... when will i find the time to meet them all?? haiz...

I am not Busy with meeting people... but i always have to meet people last min.... haiz....

2007-06-20T21:48:00.000+08:00

So many things i need to do...

My main com tear apart le i dunno how to put back.. hahha... very sianz...
HELP .. whahaha..... * looks at my jie jie...

I hope i can soon get the hang of reading stocks and then play in the field...
Soon.. still reading....

Own time for my own...

2007-06-19T21:48:00.000+08:00

Time pass fast.....
In the Army for 1 year already....
Commissioned last sat... thanx gavin for the photos..
Lao jiao already...wahaha
Can't believe that 9 months ago... i started in Tango Wing with fear...
Having our LTA Foo doing the super pushups and alternate leg thrust during the turnout...
down down down dwn dwn wn wn wn n n n n n n n .... alter leg change!
up up up up p p p p p p p .... .. push up position change.
Like Beat boxing.. whaha....

last friday i went to orchard by myself...
wanting to eat pasta...
Realise that i noe quite alot of people...
see them on the streets everywhere...
But its whether or not i want to approach them,
or just let them be...
talked to quite a few of my old classmates and realise they are still the same.

New friends come and old friends go.
some people stay with you all the way...
some people stay with you for awhile...
but i guess.. memories stays forever.

Alot of Effort is used to maintain contact with friends...
I guess i am like my twin...
Think too much...
Need to get rid of this feeling....
the lazy feeling...

friday going to dance perform....
But one thing that would be a challenge to me....
i forgot the steps to thte dance already....
And i forget the song... whahha....
So will recapping works?
I dunno...
I have 1 day to do it... lets see if i can..Whahaha...
i guess i can... but still have to old old feeling le...

Maturing

2007-06-18T23:25:00.000+08:00

Because i have to...

Its no longer the carefree life that i had...
but a more serious one....
one about the future....
metamophasis...
wait and see.....

Back from Haitus???

2007-06-17T23:00:00.000+08:00

I guess... after ending my blog last time...
No one reads it now....
So... writing what i feel about my thoughts...

Make this alive?
We'll see....

2007-01-01T16:08:00.000+08:00

A new year, a new beginning.
The lifes goes on but the memories stays.

a new skin soon... i hope..
Go overseas liao. so we shall wait for me to come back . haha

2006-10-21T12:58:00.000+08:00

So long So long never blog liao.. whahahhah...
NS cannot Blog .. so no choice.. so yyy that i didn't blog ya.

Stress... let me sort myself out first... see ya all again

2006-09-03T07:11:00.000+08:00

3 more days.... Army will be ending soon. whahah...
Dun like POP parade. no choice i guess..

Everything is done.

2006-08-13T09:31:00.000+08:00

went around walking alone yesterday
wanted sometime alone. (Sry gavin and JY ar)
ate and went to view the fireworks alone. took some fotos.
Went out bad. haiz.. dun like it when there are alot of people.

After the fireworks.
I see a side of singaporeans which i dun like.
Litter all around the esplanade.
Guess what, i notice that its all the young people doing all littering
Young as in sec school +-
Wonder how they were taught in their school about keeping the environment clean and all.
the Rubbish you see lying around the area is outrages. Fuck them upside down.

Ever seen walking people over taking buses.
Buses taking 1 hour just to go to the next stop?
i was in 1 ytd. in the end i couldn't take it and i just alight and took the MRT home.
Pity those guys who were still in the bus after 3 hours . whahaha....

POP is coming soon.
Things Left in BMTC to Clear
- Grenade Throw ( monday)
- 16 km March (Wednesday)
- IPPT ( Friday )
- 24Km March ( dunno when)
- SOC (Dunno when)
- Games day Competition (Dunno when too )
- POP !!!

RE sit-Test ( Dunno when too ) (Fuck lahz.. just SWAY)

2006-08-05T07:12:00.000+08:00

1 more month to POP....
and i didn't realise it.

Mhawk is tiring sia.
Very Xiong...
Got see a company every morning go run 1.5km then go eat one anot?
people fin eating we are still there running. hahaha..
But this is good. can train fast.

I am more tan now. but seems that i am still not tanned enough yet. shall wait and see.
slowly but surely, i am becoming more fit.

Army days part 2

2006-07-16T12:02:00.000+08:00

its getting more and more xiong.
Never been so tired before.

lets see..

6km roadmarch after combat training.
after the road march, we had a fast run.

blisters here and there.. whahahha
dead.

Wish me luck... Field camp is nxt week..

2006-07-03T10:56:00.000+08:00

was thinking yeterday....of alot of things.
but it seems that i forgot.
is it me ? or it seems that i've lost contact with alot of my friends?
lets hope that time would not fade all feelings and friendship.

Army Dazed....

2006-06-23T10:23:00.000+08:00

After living 2 weeks without any contact with tthe outside world... i am back . whahaha..

i think i still miss her.. .Fuck ... give me a life please...

haiz...

People in my bunk.

Bed 1 - a decent guy. brings food and prepared quite some food for us. responsible bunk IC
Bed 2 - looks like bed 1, but not bed 1. quite quiet at times.
Bed 3 - a bodybuilder , very funny and lame.
Bed 4 - Platoon's open target for a blanket party. A very Selfish guy
Bed 5 - little is known about him. Quiet and seldom have ideas
Bed 6 - an outgoing person, loves to watch the sea
Bed 7 - big size guy with little thinking of his own
Bed 8 - my sec sch friend, responisble but abit power hungry. needs to be cause he wants to be a pilot and he needs to be in the OCS to be able to fly the plane. Loves planes
bed 9 - a very rich guy, quite hairy. toilet IC. whahahha.
Bed 10 - the only guy who smokes in our bunk. ah beng. but quite responsible.
Bed 11 - me
Bed 12 - A guy who has no ideas of his own. but trustable.

Haitus

2006-06-07T19:00:00.000+08:00

Till when, i am not sure... but thanx guys.. Bye.. miss you all

Well... 1 more day left...

2006-06-07T01:45:00.000+08:00

An end in stage 1 of my life.. and now its to stage 2.
I would like to thank alot of people who had made stage 1 of my life full of memories.

To all the friends i noe, take care and remember to miss me!!!
Hahaha... ( i sound so much like jiayi )
Cause i noe i will miss you in Army!

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if you guys want to noe what i am up to this few weeks , i can just say... dating dating and more dating! hahaha.. and NDP here and there of course!!!
Dating with many different people. guys and girls included. whahaha.. (sound so gay sia.. OMG)

just sad that i didn't get to meet quite a few people that i initially wanted to.
sorry ar... to CaT, YongLin , My JC classmates. Quite alof of SPSD people. half of my UP gang. and of course my SP and DMC Course students and lecturers. NDP2004 friends.

her too...

2006-06-04T01:34:00.000+08:00

Hinoi Team - Night of Fire Para Para Version

This is Cute lohz.. with the guy.. think he is called Korikki.

在你和天空之间

2006-06-01T13:44:00.000+08:00

橘色的天空断了针的钟
握紧的话筒胸口的悸动
闷热的晚风冷漠的人龙
想见你就在这分钟

过剩的霓虹寂寞的骚动
思念的翻涌你侧面的脸容
不变的初衷要爆发的冲动
让世界停在这分钟
失去你有什么内容

为你心动
我的心冲到我的口
早已失重

为你心动
两人份的爱
颤动甜蜜
爱的超重

在你和天空之间只看见你
在梦和希望之间拥抱你
在爱和体谅之间靠近一点
不管明天有多善变

晕开的霓虹模糊了的梦
思念的翻涌你指尖的触碰
不变的初衷要爆发的冲动
让世界停在这分钟
失去你有什么内容

为你心动
我的心冲到我的口
早已失重

为你心动
两人份的爱
颤动甜蜜
爱的超重

在你和天空之间只看见你
在梦和希望之间拥抱你
在爱和体谅之间靠近一点
不管明天有多善变

在你和天空之间只看见你
在梦和希望之间拥抱你
在爱和体谅之间靠近一点
让我们的心能完全重叠
让我们一起再冒险

在你和天空之间只看见你
在梦和希望之间拥抱你
在爱和体谅之间靠近一点
不管明天有多善变

在你和天空之间只看见你
在梦和希望之间拥抱你
在爱和体谅之间靠近一点
让我们的心能完全重叠
让我们一起再冒险

痴心绝对

2006-05-30T14:21:00.000+08:00

想用一杯Latte把你灌醉
好让你能多爱我一点
暗恋的滋味
你不懂这种感觉
早有人陪的你永远不会

看见你和他在我面前
证明我的爱只是愚昧
你不懂我的
那些憔悴
是你永远不曾过的体会

为你付出那种伤心你永远不了解
我又何苦勉强自己爱上你的一切
你又狠狠逼退
我的防备
静静关上门来默数我的泪

明知道让你离开他的世界不可能会
我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天
直到那一天
你会发现
真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲

曾经我以为我自己会后悔
不想爱的太多痴心绝对
为你落第一滴泪
为你做任何改变
也唤不回你对我的坚决

2006-05-30T01:27:00.000+08:00

Time pass fast... soon.. i'll be in the army...
A new life perhaps..
But i won't forget my old.
Will change some of my ways i guess..
no longer the lazy bum who keeps on waiting.

Well.. to the person i met up today. Heres what i want to say to you.
Thanx for today .
i thank you for the days we have spent Smsng each other. Hee
Coping with stress.
There is a lvl on how much a person can cope with it.
If you can't take it. it won't be harmful for you to try find some help.
if the person dun help, find another. I am sure there is someone there.

Working hard requires some planing too.
Dun get over burden by things that you feel has taken too much of your time
Even though it is hard, its still your future.
Dun be guilty if you want to give up halfway.
cause once you stable down, u can still pick up from where you left off.

How i wish that the day is longer . we could have chatted more.

Lolz.. Hope that you won't forget me once i go into army ar..
Friends forever.

心情- 心琴

2006-05-17T03:09:00.000+08:00

好久没见，
想不到，
再次见到你，
听到你的声音时，
你以经忘记了我。

听到了对我的声音，
你却一点感觉都没有。
对于当时的伤痛，
我已经麻目了。
说了很多次，
声音都变沙哑了。
我现在只能对你说：
爱一个比我爱你的人吧。
你会过的比我好。

2006-05-12T18:47:00.000+08:00

My mom is having a CoLD war with me...
I dunno why she wants to start it. But its like that now.
So what did i do?
i happen to Be out late... and the nxt day..
No talk.. till now, she is still ignoring me.
i dun care already...

2006-05-10T14:46:00.000+08:00

我发现，自己是多么的没用
一个月后就当兵了。
十九年了，我做过了什么？
没什么能值得让爸爸妈妈骄傲的。

爱情也如此
喜欢和爱截然不同
可能是我想太多了
变得自己像个笨蛋

笨蛋。。。

2006-05-09T17:13:00.000+08:00

Check this out! hee.. Cool!

2006-05-08T22:20:00.000+08:00

Y do i restart to play maple?
Y do i keep asking people out to be rejected?
Y do people ask me out i reject?
Y do i go out le then very sian want come home?
Y do i stay at home so sian want go out?
Y do i wake up at 12 pm and slp at 2 am?
Y do i need to feel empty and sian when i should do something else?
Y do i do something else when i feel so sian?

SIAN

Tagged by Catherine

2006-05-05T23:22:00.000+08:00

4 Jobs I've had
:Robinson- Part timer (Thanx Jiayi for this )
:Ambush Pasta Bar- Server (Thanx Jiayong for this )
:IPRS - communications Executive (Thanx the school for this)
:Apical -Interactive Designer (Thanx XueJun for this )

4 Movies i can watch over and over
: Howl's Moving castle
: My Sassy Girl
: Using the Rain to say I love you
: -

4 places i've Lived
: AMK

4 TV Shows I love
: -

4 Places i've vacationed
:Cruise ( Aquariss, Leo , Virgo x 4 )
:Malaysia (J. Highlands)
:Sentosa Counted?
:Friends house Counted?

4 of my favourite dishes
:Hainanese Chicken Rice
:Tempura Bento Set
:Lobster Soup
:My Grandma's "hea bi hiam"

4 Sites I visit Daily
:Hotmail
:The Few Blogs
:Hiddenstreet.net
:Utopia ( Lastime )

4 Places I'd rather be right now
:With my Friend
:Singapore
:Esplanade Slacking
:Japan

4 People I'm Tagging
:Kailing
:Shiya
:Yonglin
:Gavin

2006-05-05T23:16:00.000+08:00

The Definition of a fool is a person who makes the same mistake twice. It's importnt to use mistakes as a lesson for future success. Failing to do so is foolhardy.

Josei Toda